We all fake it
I really want to be with you
I want it bad, though you can't tell
But everyday I see myself healing from past pain... pain that no one can feel nor dwell.
Your silence kills me.
Long days, and restless nights fawn.
Now the more I fall, i seem to cry puddles some days even ponds.
With every bullet lodged in my back I learn to love myself, and to heal
So I can be happy for you
Love is happiness over tears
I don't know how to feel sometimes
And sometimes I wonder if this feeling is real
Do you know that I've broke behind your eyes....In secret
That I cry real tears
It's in my tone, my moan, the pains in my smile
I know you can't save me
You can't see my eyes telling you to save me while I hit that unapologetic smile.
- Dominique Giselle